我希望自己是七老八十的
没有性和金钱的束缚
活一天算两天
我希望自己疾病缠身
没有药物治疗
疼痛能使我保持清醒
我希望自己茕茕孑立
等待死亡宣告降临的同时
已迫不及待备好埋葬肉体的坟墓
我希望国家毁灭，人类消亡……
看透一切根源的同时
又都忍受所有的不幸
- I wish I were old and frail
- With no bondage of sex and money
- Living each day as if it were two
- I wish I were sick and feeble
- With no medicine to cure
- Pain could keep me awake
- I wish I were alone and isolated
- Waiting for death to come
- Already eager to prepare the grave for my flesh
- I wish the country were destroyed, the human race extinct…
- Seeing through the root of everything
- And enduring all the misfortune