我希望自己是七老八十的|I wish I were old and frail

我希望自己是七老八十的
没有性和金钱的束缚
活一天算两天
我希望自己疾病缠身
没有药物治疗
疼痛能使我保持清醒
我希望自己茕茕孑立
等待死亡宣告降临的同时
已迫不及待备好埋葬肉体的坟墓
我希望国家毁灭,人类消亡……
看透一切根源的同时
又都忍受所有的不幸

  • I wish I were old and frail
  • With no bondage of sex and money
  • Living each day as if it were two
  • I wish I were sick and feeble
  • With no medicine to cure
  • Pain could keep me awake
  • I wish I were alone and isolated
  • Waiting for death to come
  • Already eager to prepare the grave for my flesh
  • I wish the country were destroyed, the human race extinct…
  • Seeing through the root of everything
  • And enduring all the misfortune